AFTER

　

after months of waiting there's

nothing came. after days counting down

there's nothing left



I am so reasonable therefore I choose to

leave the hill of betrayal, the beach

of desire and intemperance. I cannot live

in the lies you knitted

nor can I escape from the beautiful dreams

you made.



You made my life complete and now you

tear it apart with your gentle hands, leaving me

wanting more. sweet words are

left behind, they're echoing again, again, and again

in between my

broken heart



His finger tips were on your skin. His

mouth tied with your tongue. He came

to you and me and suddenly

I cannot realize why I said "I love you"...



After months of waiting there's nothing came

I get out of the case because I am really

reasonable I am no more in the swamp

The swamp of whirling mud. keeping me stuck

aching, finding nowhere to go

a hell is where we find nowhere to go



Your love is in the middle of nowhere



I cannot realize why I said "I love you"

so firmly. The words are now turning into

an ironic tone, it's like the rain on

the wedding day, the free ride when you already

paid. the summer storm striking the camp

so ironic. I am crashing into the wall



and I hope

and I hope, there will be an airbag saving my life