2006/06/29

　

A man came into my dream, with his hand full of

gentleness running thru my neck, chest, and my fit belly

He invited, if I am going to the place that

somewhere only we know three years ago



But for me it's already a wrong place in the memory



I am not that ready to embrace his body

asking, do I know you from somewhere, oh

why do you leave me wanting more after three years of waiting

made me say all the things again, again, and again

like the most stupid words I've expressed

lying naked in his arms surrounding my frail heart



tear drops fell down on the cheek

He wiped 'em down, saying warmly, you shoulda been there

but not here. you're his but not mine

drowning in the shining, blinking lights and

there's darkness pervaded in the crack of the dancefloor



　"kiss me since I am dying in front of you, give me

　 the last kiss like what you've done to me

　 at that moment we met. put your hand on my skin

　 everytime I close my eyes I saw you, need to make some

　 connection between you and me despite of the relationship I had

　 everytime your treating me good left me not knowing where to go

　 oh, happiness devoured me, happiness was dark

　 imitated the memories you hugged. I am quite happy

　 quite happy to be sad"



walking on the thin line all alone

one side is the man in my everlasting dream and

the other side is...



He touched the most fragile part of my mind

it was cracking with some sounds I've never heard before

I've been trying hard seeing inside his soul



and another man, in the right place

stood there, a lightyear far, watching me

outside of my dream his eyes were cold

passing over some alcoholic beverage

his voice was full of tolerence: "don't get too drunk"



i won't stay anymore